some of this weekend I could not sleep well. this is not a matter of love, but my college problem .. about a very large cost, makes me uncomfortable to receive all of this. My brain was filled with crazy ideas.
every night after watching a tv series, I'm always struggling with paper and pen. make the details of this fund and that. I want to study in Binus University, certainly not all. I want to college while working. have a laptop sony vaio e256,, blackberry 9780 onyx II and a Fender Telecaster Guitar along with its effects and ampliflier ..
but it was very difficult for this present moment, not like before, what I want
to always be granted. now different. to the circumstances my parents did not like before, they had to rebuild his business was destroyed first.
I do not understand why with me? I desire a lot. I wish when I went to college I started my music career again, but not like before, playing musical grunge, punk or anything else Underground screamo music ... not anymore.
I want to make music from the heart, I want my music to convey to listeners. though my music is now not too reble or in said bit slow. but this is me now, change ..
community from the first did not accept me anymore. but no matter. in the world did so, though there's few friends in the community who still accept me and understand my ways.
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