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I am very bored tonight ... I do not have anyone, even a girlfriend
why my life was always alone? what is wrong with my life?
my collage so far, in my dream. always dreamed about the campus ..
whoooooaaa .... I dont want to be alone. I hope she comes back.
no ........ Impossible .. I hate her!!!!!

now I think. in include smoking and drinking a glass of coffee
millions of reasons in my mind......
........
millions of dreams in my mind..............
be asked, why my parents were afraid that if I went to study in jakarta?
because I alone?
they look like that,, too worried to me.
I dont understand why they !!!!!

its over! its time to let you know
Who me?? what my dream?? it all I'll grab it later
you must know it!

I hurt myself here, very sick!!
and the sadness of being alone .. without any support!
live like everyone else, this is not what I want
I want to be me!! be my self....